to my father... for all the "love" you gave me

Fading out of memory

Disappearing from m y heart



I finally let you go

forgiveness was the key



i forgive you for hurting me

and leaving me in pain



i forgive you for doubting me

and ruining my dreams



i forgive you for not believing

and missing all my achievements



i forgive you for making me cry

and doubting who i was



and i realize that

no matter how much i forgive



you're fading out of memory

disappearing from my heart

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*~*Black Rose*~*'s picture

This is a very good poem. Written from the heart I can tell. Sorry you had to endure such pain though. Keep writing, its the most therapeutic thing there is.

Philippe Dussart's picture

Sara,

I was just having a look at the main page, and read your poem. More not then often are poems written with such short words, uncommon are the poems in which words relay deep and passionnate feelings, and rare are the poems in which short words convey such feelings as your words brought forward. all in all, a beatiful poem. I wish that all poets had such feelings and talent. May your life be Prosperous and joyful, for you deserve it, for having such a dad, and for forgiving him, which is something extremely hard to do, as some of us know.
Blessed be, Sara, and merry part.

poetvg's picture

good work
i love this
dedication .

ladyrea's picture

im glad he was never really part of my memories id had to kill him or me whichever came first.........lol

Jason Baker's picture

I really like this poem alot, you have a great way of expressing your emotion.