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Funny how time moves so slow when there's no one there to share it with

Every minute I spend alone brings me one step closer to the grave

I'm sitting here, afraid

Why can't I say your name?

All I want to do is right now just talk to you

anyone who will listen to what I have to say

I'm stuck here in a present that holds no future

wishing someone would call

but if I don't, why should they?

So I guess right now I'll stay

in this Hell another day

wishing my fears would go away.

I want a new start

in a life where I'm not afraid

'cause I just can't make this change.

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I wrote this about my fear of saying people's names and the loneliness associated with it... its pretty crappy. 1-17-04

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i know what you mean, there are often times I would like to just start fresh else where in the world, but I know in my heart I just can't do it. I like it.