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Out of all the people that came in and out of my life in the last year, and there has been a lot, you are the one I miss the most.
I live my life by 'oh wells' rather than 'what if' or 'what could have been' but you are the only one that makes me tear up when I think of 2011
Why did you have to go?
Yet you're so close.
So unreachable.
I can't help but to think of you with every mistake I repeat.
Maybe that's one of the reasons I keep doing what I'm doing.
It's destructive, yet familiar.
Maybe I do it because when the time to cringe comes I can envision you, perfectly clear in the Adidas hoodie telling me 'i told you so'.
I miss how your voice plays across my ears.
It hurts.
In a masochistic kind of way.
