Pat Benatar

"1441"

by Jeph Johnson 

 

I never had a religious upbringing, so when Shari brought a pomegranate to school and cut it open, sharing with me the tender insides, all the majesty of Song of Solomon erupting in my loins from the sugary, yet mildly acidic taste, was lost.


It was an adult fruit, and it seemed somewhat rebellious to be peering inside at the sweetly-seeded morsels while Shari smiled deviously.

 

Looking back, with 41-year-old eyes (which are just now beginning to need reading glasses) I realize she was expecting me to kiss her.


Fewer than seventeen people in my whole life have ever looked at me that way, and I have savagely fucked five of them.

 

Shari looked almost exactly like Natalie Portman, but back in 1980, Brooke Shields was the person my mind compared her to.


Shari had long, dark-brown hair and a cover model's perfect features.

Her uni-brow meant she must have had pubic hair, something I had only a scientific knowledge of from my Mother's Playboys.


That Mom was the one with the pornography stashed underneath the bed remains an oddity of my youth.

 

She told me she liked the stories and I guess I believe her.

Her longing for human intercourse was always more passionate than my Father's desire for sexual intercourse.


At 14-years-old, up until I popped a few pomegranate seeds into my salivating mouth, my libido was just as dormant as Dad's.

 

Before the pomegranate, I had only seen ads and posters for The Blue Lagoon but Shari smiling at me caused the clothes to fall and the wave of her teenage beauty to crescendo over my innocence.


My senses flooded: sweetly acidic seeds sprouted on my tongue, statuesque magazine-model beauty exploded in my eyes while silent come-hither whispers gently caressed my ears!

 

My penis cocked while my testicles took aim and shot adrenalin straight up my spine into my insular cortex.


Of course Shari didn't know any of this was going on; she just wanted me to kiss her.

 

That didn't happen until much later....and it didn't happen with Shari. Instead Laura, a chain-smoking seventh grader who enjoyed the liquor cabinet of my best friend Jamie's Dad pulled me into the bathroom to "tell me a secret."


It was the same secret that she had told Rob five minutes earlier.

 

I just saw him leaving the bathroom with a huge smile on his face.

We all sat around listening to Pat Benatar's "Get Nervous" record.


Rob spent "Shadows of the Night" and "Looking for a Stranger" groping Laura's Middle School tits, while I started off my bathroom adventure to the strains of "Anxiety (Get Nervous)."

 

Her breasts were small and firm, and as soon as my finger touched her nipple "Fight it Out" began playing.


"The Victim" was the last song on side one and played when Laura sat me back down on the couch.

 

By the time Jamie flipped the record over, "Little too Late" was playing for me, and he was now leading Laura into the bathroom to learn the secret too.


He made out to "I'll Do It", which, for him, was apropos.

 

The fact that I had gotten "sloppy seconds" played along in my mind with the song "I Want Out", but Jamie's "sloppy thirds" had no effect on him.


Jamie's drunkenness often led him to all sorts of adventures without him realizing it.

 

Later on in life he met up with the Montana correctional system due to his drunk driving, but he straddled Samantha Senior year upon Mt. Scott on the passenger side of his Chevy pickup.

 

She would only gently kiss my puckered lips once after we waited in line for Night Ranger autographs.


Fifteen-years-old Sam then deep-kissed their drummer and I wondered aloud why she wouldn't kiss me - one of her best friends...

 

"I'll kiss you," she promised, giving me a confused look.


That's when I gave her the nickname "soft lips", even though I had gotten sexier kisses from my Aunt.

 

Still, it seemed to be a good Springtime day, I knew it was one that would shape my entire life.


After all, why would I be typing away this Autumn morning, still have that Benatar album on my hard drive, while sucking down a pomegranate flavored candy?

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

2007

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"Love is a Battlefield"

"Love is a Battlefield"

As the loud yells shot through each ear,
I wondered would I run out of ammunition.
Discombobulated,
The opposite of elation.
Gravitation now the figment of the imagination.
Each side is so resistant.
At one point we were so persistent.
Now we stand opposite of kinship.
The soldiers approached with vengeance.
I sat on the porch reminiscing on a period.
Where the cracks in my heart were not yet visible-
Physical.
In Pain, my flag waves for forgiveness on this hill.
Still, I feel both sergeants didn't fulfill all duties.
Today, I view myself as an individual.
Analytically, I gathered pieces of the past,
and attempted to decipher when war began.
"Love is a Battlefield"
The field of dreams appears sad behind gray clouds,
And the thunderstorms of lies and deceit defeat –
Reconciliation.
Our troops stand at attention.
We use to pay each other attention.
Did I mention?
Countless passion throughout the night.
Tonight, we stand here with fully loaded clips.
Russian roulette with Cupid.
On the count of three we commit marital suicide.
We died 10 seconds ago...
"Love is a Battlefield"
Only bloodstains remain on these grounds.
During the last heartbeat I saw Purgatory---As
The loud yells shot through each ear---I'm here

The End

© 2007 Anthony Chavon Hanes

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is my Pat Benatar Dedication Poem. This was from one of my earlier books a few years ago. -Tony Hanes

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