Pam Schwetz
When Everything's Gone Mad
When everything's gone mad
but things are not so bad
it makes me feel glad
to think of what we had
I Push You Away
Afraid to get too close I push you away
when what I want the most is just for you to stay
Afraid to need you more than words can ever say
when your time on earth is up you'd seem so far away
And I just can't live with that so I push you away
It is just too hard to be the one that's left behind
It really devastates me It really blows my mind
When I think of wasted time keeping you at bay
You were never really mine yet I'm in dismay
I know that I think too much
Often feel out of touch
You mean so much but I don't show it
and so I have become a poet
Afraid to get too close I push you away
when what I want the most is just for you to stay
Afraid to need you more than words can ever say
when your time on earth is up you'd seem so far away
And I just can't live with that so I push you away
Please don't go
even though
I push you away
Please don't go
even though
I push you away
begging you to stay
but I push you away
I push you away
All the Way Up
Don't Know It All
Those who know
they don't know
know so much more
than the Know It All
Those who think they know it all
know nothing at all
On Borrowed Time
On borrowed time
We are alive
We strive to thrive
before we die
and try to hide
that it's implied
we fear our death
so we regret
we might forget
our mission here
is not too clear
it's not too late
to change our fate
while we still breathe
we must believe
we'll do our best
to pass the test
and be what we
were meant to be
our will is free
do you agree
Such Delights
Neon lights
Starry nights
pretty sights
such delights
PTSD
Who hit replay
Shut it off
No not today
Life can be rough
Enough is enough
The past is passed
so why must it last
This loop in my head
I constantly dread
Who hit replay
Shut it off
No not today
Life can be rough
Enough is enough
PTSD is not for me
PTSD must cease to be
Got to get it out of my head
These thoughts that I have come to dread
keep playing over inside my head
Who hit replay
Shut it off
No not today
Life can be rough
Enough is enough
We Take Too Much for Granted
We take too much for granted
Count the blessings that you have
Be greatful that you have them
and pray that they will last
Trust
I have a real problem with trust
I've just been disappointed too much