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The Aftermath of Pain

Ripped apart from 

previous memories,

dreams which have become

like cianide to the mind

 

Always fretting the day's,

trying to stay alive,

figuring out what to do 

with all this time

 

Wishing I were dead,

but no reason to die,

everyday living this lie!!!!

Purgatory

Black hearts,

old souls

 

wandering the void,

no answers found

 

perpetual purgatory,

no where to go

 

bound in chains

with the weight of the world on your shoulders,

 

a punishment due

for being alive

 

time's meaninglessness,

frozen for preservation

Summer Portrait

Summer Portrait

Rays of stray sunlight
Part your auburn hair
As you walk in the cornfield,
Breathing breath as fresh

As the strawberries
That grow in the far patch
Hard and red as nipples
To suckle fat nymphs that

Push past twisted tendrils
And linger beneath watermelon
Leaves at eventide

Awake

today I walked along the beach and heard a still but small still voice behind me
frantic, it was a surreal moment of anxiety but entered peace through its bend
the voice continued, "Seek me above all things lay hold of my stregnth & salvation".
Wandering I through a rock into the surf I headed toward my blanket & rested
the hours felt in twilight amidst the density of the twilight hour of meditation
took my hand made for me to take flight to understand the masters plan you see
thoughts permeated through my head as I thought I was the flame of the living dead
for then I lied down and my sleep was sweet

giving cadence toward the day onto a heightened pier near the rocks
overhead seagulls fly and the sight of the Albatross passing
remember me in times such as these cling free to me
love lingers on with the faint of a song
the setting of the sun
Awake

Words

there's a bridge that devides the fold amidst the tops of an angry mob for sure

 

there's a taste of an amazing mix of melodic tones deafening in the current

 

there's a place where dwellers rest to take a part in the test

 

there's a sun beneath the moon that gives way to cadence in the late of June

 

 

 

through a sunset peak we have sprung a leak inside taking a little peak

 

through wandering eyes we can lay hold of a surprise amidst the lies

 

each new day there is a game to be played got it made in the shade

 

each new course springs true with love sheltered abve the dew

 

 

 

inside we often hide through the rustling hills the cheap thrills it pays the bills

 

hearken onto its beckoning plow sound the alarm for words to charm

 

come to the sea drop off all forms of negativity its in your sweet destiny

 

listen to the birds chirping outside on the lawn look at the lonely fawn

 

 

 

words can take us to each heightened place make no mistake

 

reflect on the good dismiss what's bad rejoice and be glad

 

each turn you take make no mistake its tempered with fate

 

our great escape going west young man my faithful friend with whom you can depend

 

 

 

in the morning there will be reflections sought to the extreme on the scene

 

we have grown with a grateful heart to impart the furtherance of all goodness

 

we must resist the evil doer and cling to what is good

 

think good thoughts of such as Goldi Locks and the tropics

 

 

 

words can create a lasting void to how you really feel another chance at lets make a deal

 

behind the squeeky wheel we can trust words to be secure as our daily bread

 

words can bring a smile to a lonesome child to cherish in great riches

 

light the inner flame of resistance by given a chance

 

 

 

Strangers In A Strange Land II

Strangers In A Strange Land II

 

 

 

There I was completely wasted, out of work and down
All inside it's so frustrating as I look inside

 

 

 

 

through a barricade getting lost in a haze

 

decorated doorways pierced with a lively apparel

 

as light as a nail thick as a brick

 

search inside to find what needs to be fixed

 

a toast to sullen brevity

 

a drop in the pan made for me to understand

 

tragedy it's own best commodity

 

choices with voices learn in rehearsels

 

one equated logic with fear to shed a single tear

 

we can only take so much in life

 

amidst it's given strife

 

the spice of life

 

love lingers on in deep apparel

 

through the throttle on a bottle we shall learn

 

balance is power

 

to become transparent

 

what's the confidence

 

throughout every circumstance

 

to take time to breath

 

love is gained it also has lost

 

humanities heaviest of cost

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Forbidden Underground

 

 

 

under the darkened layers of silk & lush

 

we can commence in a push

 

filter through soup bowls with moss in the undertow

 

you unleashed the lion in me

 

caged barbaric creatures having little eyes

 

the immense silence toward its bitter violence

 

dark deranged dungeon with pillars of vast exploits

 

feeble minded zombie mutant creatures come in search of blood

 

in the vast perpetual time between matter and space

 

we get a taste of vanquished vomit in bright yellow asps

 

the seal on the door that leads to the underground is locked

 

one needs to negate the notion of spineless agitation

 

why does one equate logic with fear

 

I shed a single tear to numb the inner pain

 

the warden of the dungeon calmly opened to lock

 

only to reveal vast shivers down one's spine

 

a time revealed with swords of armor on the influx of its residue

 

we climbed in further only to discover

 

a draw bridge that brought creatures in to infest there mind with evil dread

 

the cosmic collision of a puzzle made for the walking dead

 

viscous fangs dripping blood off side we run away to hide

 

only to get closer as never before to the underground

 

there in the center lies a barrage of infested rodents chewing on vile matter

 

with a barrage of waste that taunts the madness in my mind

 

for i have seen enough turning to the warden he locked the door once again

 

at night i slept but was awakened by a viscous noise coming from under my bed

 

a stir of emotions came rustling through my extremeties

 

I was naked and all alone then the silence dissapeared to the knock on my door

 

for it was the warden warning me that the creatures were once again loosed in the city

 

I was beside myself but I realized that these creatures hated water so I came with buckets

 

one by one I was able to lure the creatures back to the naggot infested dwelling

 

all was left was a zombie that I barely couldn't see

 

throughout the duration of time the warden reassured me that all was well

 

the remedy of this madness is to have water handy then everything would be gravy.

 

Dark Passages

 

Switch blade cross bones
 Skulls branded in a dark forbidden mast
 Asylums howl of the mentally insane
 Grafted in my brain once again
 Demonic emblems viscous fighting soldiers
 Once again off again romance with tarot cards
 Alone petrified evil cavity
 Out of immense silence there was gladness
 Fallen angels plagued with death
 Making a covet of blood quenched with desire
 Sexual conquest in the forbidden sea of lust
 Dark passages follow bellow
 immense heat of gross exploitation
 Branded ivy sphere in direct correlation
 Sulfur with eyes of intense pain
 Fetus scorched in fire
 Afflictions taunt the hidden sullen brevity
 This is what the prophets foretold
 The poets had feared out of mere speculation
 Swords drawn to silence the wayward heart
 Long corridors of immense filled silence
 A cause to fear to shed a tear
 Passages that would not let me go
 Yet I have the right in every fiber of my being to know

Dark Apocalyptic Mortification

the summoning of angels to the front
briars of heavy moss blanket the exterior
we are left shuttering next to death
columns of blackened stench aroma personifies
evil torment with ever increasing fire flaming into the abyss
eyes with spots having holes
viscous long hanging fangs that bite dripping blood off side
you want to run away & hide but you can't
death's sting left you here all alone
Satan is here with flames of utter abolished poison in its asps
just to dip my finger in a tiny bit of water to quench my thirst
demonic dragons unleashed to the sonic pulse of radiating tremors
maggot infested sanctuary turned to terror
no escape of reality you are forever in its dark domain
screaming of sinners being plunged into the fire of ravaged torments
this was the place foretold by the prophets of old
I wasn't ready but now I'm here to suffer
first the strong blade of swords from demonic armor
piercing shrieks of tormented prisoners
those that believe the lie are here they thought they are what they do
skulls of the damned line its border
the scent of manure throughout the dominion
can't even gasp for air or even shed a single tear
caged in its barbaric torment over & over
ever increasing vile flesh being stripped naked into the flames
666
A dungeon filled with demonic wardens bearing gift of torment
Under the heavy expulsion of gross fragments of feces
this is a dark deranged place a place no one should go
I tried to bow my head to pray but it was too late
it was my torn fate to be here forever alone
cavity's of long horned creatures with sunken eyes
ghouls of montrous size digging into your flesh
with unbelievable gnashing, weeping & wailing
Jesus is not here, only this is the one we worshipped
he was once an angel ready for the kingdom yet
Satan let his pride get in the way
this is the one a blackened stench of death to behold
eyes of sulfur blackened fragments of piercing fangs
take me away hurry take me away I want to leave
Welcome to Hell !