I wrote this about being scared of the future and not knowing which way my life is headed. I sorta screwed it up at the end. 2-7-04
I am afraid of my future, and my obligations I must meet, my family, my friends, my life...and you. I worry about how this will end up and if it will end up in my favor or not...I hate the unknown.
Written November 7, 2004
basically these are my fears
I have lilapsophobia.
