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My heart is so tired

My mind is constantly spinning

All of these thoughts on my mind

I'm afraid to show you the real me

Maybe that is how I lost you

It's not the same

We both feel it

I held back my thoughts 

past trauma has shown me to regress

I am afraid

I am afraid to love 

I am afraid to be loved the right way

I anticipate the worst

I want this

I can't tell if you do to 

I want you

Do you want me too

Why do I feel so lonely

Surrounded by you

never truely seen 

I can put on a face 

You believe what you see

you think i'm happy

really every day I am fighting back tears

trying to tell myself i'll be fine

while i'm slowly dying inside

I want to have this conversation

I am terrified 

you make me feel like a burden

you make me feel like you have something better to do 

guess i don't mean much

i'm not sure what i'm doing here 

i'm not sure why we can't communicate 

i want better

Can you deliver 

I can't wait forever

I'm loosing myself 

I need reassurance 

I need the discussion

where do we stand