Helpless

I can’t help but feel the pain

Though I wish I couldn’t

I can’t help but miss you

Though I wish I wouldn’t

 

I can’t help but feel guilty

Though I wish I couldn’t

I can’t help but want you

Though I wish I wouldn’t

 

I can’t help but dream what could’ve been

Though I wish I couldn’t

I can’t help but crave a fairy tale

Though I wish I wouldn’t

 

I can’t help but feel I knew what was coming

Though I wish I couldn’t

I can’t help but know all blame is mine

Though I wish I wouldn’t

 

I can’t help but blame myself

Though I wish I couldn’t

I can’t help but want you to have loved me

Though I wish I wouldn’t

 

I can’t help but fear the emptiness

Though I wish I wouldn’t

I can’t help but know I know it best

Though I wish I wouldn’t

 

I can’t help but try to keep going

Though I know I shouldn’t

I can’t help but lock my heart away

Though I wish I couldn’t

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Ahhhh yes... This brings back

Ahhhh yes... This brings back memories of emotion long ago... oh so VERY long ago. But honestly, not long ago at all now. So much has changed since that time that it feels like an eternaty.