Darkness

Laying there slumped against the cold crumpled sheets

lifeless as the sun rises

anew day born

still darkness reigns

as the shadows of doubt flickers on my wall

nothing but pure silence

surrounds the coldness in the air

thoughts lingers should I, shouldnt I

where ever I turn

nothing changes

is this what I am

or what I have become

where is that voice

that once guided me?

where did you go daddy

am I not your little girl

that you gave life too

anymore

how is it that you can leave me

in my hours of darkness

theres no one

who see what I see

theres no one

who knows

how I feel

I look across

and read those words

those words that tears me apart

I notice a shinning blade

that glitters in the night

I reach to touch its coldness

we become one...

ice cold against my skin

awakens my inner senses

piercing

the blade stained

warmth of my blood

slowly it flows

against the open flesh

pain..

as memories plays back in my mind

finally it subsides

I can close my eyes

and wait as I drift along the plains...

time......

dont fail me

not now,

let this end

let peace take this tormented soul

let me sleep

forevermore







by Abz

29Nov2006


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I hope these dont make you think I am a dark person, its just depressed emotions expressed my way.

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True deep down feelings ,

True deep down feelings , like SSmoothie says the best poems are straight from the heart ... Enjoyed the read .. .KEEP IT UP ....


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