all I can do with my attention
is use it on other people
fold my wanting into a few hours together
I need your beauty to be the last signpost
before I fall asleep
I need your beauty to be more than
the sun dimmed down to reachable
my lungs are also a drowning
my words struggling to breathe
as I think how beautiful we would all be in the water
you go on tiptoe
leaving spinning galaxies behind you
so take me when you go
dream hunters who will never go back
I don’t want any of our endings to be canon
smile at me so I can spend
all my attention on a salary
I have found who I am here
spilling through water weaving webs of time
so I do it on purpose now
tell everyone I love them in the weirdest & most indecipherable ways
the electric back & forth of flirting or friendship
I promise I will never be able to extract
now I will shout it here
finger paint across every sky
a reminder that my hands can do more than work
I decide to be charmed by you
every moment that graces us
I take in all the scents all the views
If only I could make us a candle
I promise I would never blow it out