Its that time

 

its that time again

where the dust settles

the missing reigns

and although you hugged me

it was a vacant expression

no more comforting the conflict holding me hostage

 

Yes baby, I can be cruel.

...

 

I keep tearing myself out of your loving and stitching up wwhat's left hoping it will fit better.

 

Everyone has flaws and some form of addiction

 

Am I justified? well, anger loves to make a fool out of any hapless victim. 

 

But im not a hapless victim 

 

I am a negotiator of truths.

 

Your vacancy kills me by my own hand. 

 

I miss you. 

 

I need you.

 

Truth is irrelevant. 

 

Pain is necessary. 

 

Thats how I know I love you

 

Thats how I know you love me. 

 

You cant unwrite whats written 

 

You cant unread whats read. 

 

But I can let you see why it was said

 

Its scarey. But im bold. 

 

Come home love open your heart and let me crawl back inside. 

 

Brighten those eyes I need to bask in their warm.  

 

Let me write my self back into the heart

I wrote myself out of.

 

Let me warm your embace and coax your soul back to meld with mine 

 

we are lovers till the end of time 

 

all that I have endured let it speak of the pain I am proud to bare in the hopes of your being present. 

 

Feel the warmth in my need, feel the heat of my passion 

let me warm you back to love 

 

Not a thousand of my best verses could tell of 

a love, far greater and faulted yet so perfectly tensioned.

 

Suspended in time and space as constant as it is changable.

 

My Agapi,

let me come home.

 

no promises,

I just dont want to find another way to make it through the day without you. 

 

 

 

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allets's picture

"...I am a negotiator of truths..."

Just reread Dove and it led me back here. So many fine images! You paint perfection from time to time and this is one of those times - :S


 

 

KindredSpirit's picture

Jeez Smoothie

Youre feeling it.

Great Write.

I hope it works out.

KS

SSmoothie's picture

It always works out in

It always works out in comitted to the point where I should be committed!  ;) 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

allets's picture

Whew!

"...You can't unread what's read..." Oh, this makes me sail with ya. How do you do that? Capture the poet and make they head spin and spin - okay, poet. ~Lady A~


 

 

SSmoothie's picture

Lol if I kbew id do it nore

Lol if I kbew id do it nore often and write more books. 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

allets's picture

Saw Dove's Ref

and reread- all I can say is DITTO!!!! Wink ~Lady A~

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