Stuck

I'll take it, all your attacks and swords 

I'll drink the poison if it's yours 

I'm not even going to try to defend 

There's nothing left to offend 

I'll just stand. 

Stand here either on my feet or knees 

Silently begging you to please 

Stop and listen and let it go 

But silence is flooding thro the echo 

I've fough and fought and realised 

There's nothing more to say when you think it lies 

I just wanna feel, but I'm feeling numb 

I'm feeling broke and I'm feeling dumb 

I wanna stand up and explain but there is no words to say 

I'm stuck inside my mind of your thoughts and you're stuck in your way 

So I'll just stand as we fall apart 

My words worked but only at the start 

I'll stand and watch as I loose you 

Because I am losing hope 

But you're losing it too

I'm losing me and you can't find who you are 

This is a train wreck, we've been hit by a car 

I want to fight but you're fighting against me. 

I can fight against you, it's not a fair fight you see.

It's as I've been paralized by fear or pain

I'm loosing my soul while you're going insane

I gave it all up but it's still not enough

you were a wolf in sheeps clothing you huff and you puff

you made all my walls crumble down 

I took the chains that you gave me and sold my crown

to make you smile to make you happy

to tell you I love you, to help you see

but now im stuck with nothing

for you took it all

told me it ok for youll catch me if i fall

but you're the one who is pushing me down

we've lost everything that we found

i hit the ground

and you only laugh

Im stuck standing here calling it love

i guess we accept the love that we think we deserve

 

 

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