Invalidated

 

i look at the boys there on tv

in commercials, in sports, in primetime

something about it saps me dry

i can rely on it every time



broad shoulders, jock inclinations

pointedly masculine behaviors

all fire up my frustrations

i know they're the stuff life favors



somehow in the shuffle, in the mix

i wind up a joker in the deck

i can't be used for any quick fix

just a passing pain in the neck



as she looks at me with searing eyes

i know that this life won't compromise

maybe for her, but not for me

an archetype's all i can be



so i lay in bed eating wheat thins

watching a simpsons rerun

it's the only way i'll chance some grins

the only way i'll have fun



there'll be no bright lights for me

no lovely sights to see

no one in whom i can afford to invest

no thrill of romantic conquest

because women these days claim independence

no man can define them, shortchange or malign them

yet they still maintain their dependence

so we'd better be taller and have muscles

and well afford that trip to brussels



it seems that romancing the single life

is a better solution to ride on

i know solitude can pierce like a knife

but can't conceive someone else to rely on



"in some ways i work, but not all the way"

"she'll never like me, she'd never stay"

"she's out of my league, i'd best keep away"

all stem from cultural norms

and i don't adhere to the forms



when push comes to shove i'm invalidated

thus my walking through life so frustrated
Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written on a weekend in October 2007.

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allets's picture

Old Man

in an outlet - too many choices. Nice image. It is all of us ~a~
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A belated thank you for that

A belated thank you for that comment I found tonight while rearranging this collection so it actually displays as originally intended. I am aghast at the naïveté of this collection over a decade beyond it, and this comment means a lot to me.

 

This comment is regarding my poem "Two Sides," the fourth in this collection.