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Sat here shivering, folded in white silk,

Racked with doubt, shaken by guilt,

Empty eyes just staring at an empty screen,

Not a flicker of light, no little gleam,

I'll just idle away the hours at my desk,

I know that solitude right now would be best,

The outside world holds no place for me,

I just want to cry on endlessly,

It's the gathering of emotions that I rarely feel,

I couldn't bow to it, I will not kneel,

The love that is lurking just out of reach,

My hearts the strains, nothing lies beneath,

If I allowed myself to lie to say things were fine,

I know that the only heartache would be mine,

So I'll let you all know my worries and fear,

I'm keeping my thoughts and my feelings clear,

I'm worried for my life, and the way that it goes,

What will happen? God only knows,

It's the lack of emotion that lead me this way,

And now with that, more comes each day,

Each new feeling, something new,

Trying to learn how to act and what to do,

So now I'll just wait, and just think a while,

Maybe tomorrow you'll have your smile,

But right now I'll cry and I'll just see this through,

For those who understand...thankyou.