* Coping With 3 Losses *

  :*(        When i needed my freinds to be         :*(

             there for  me , they suddenly

           disappeared from my real exsistence



I felt like i was abandoned & lefted for dead on the desert



& contagious with a deadly diease that no doctor could cure



            I cried my eyes out all night long

              until dehydration and diarrhea

              occured leaving my body lifeless



  no body came to wipe away all the tears that i cried





      I could  not stop the tears from falling down





           from  a family tragedy that lefted me

        miserable and depressed not wanting to move



                        on  with my life



it was so  hard for me  to cope with 3 losses all at once



with me trying to keep my head right above the shallow waters





    I stayed hidden and invisible from the people of  the



world, because i feel as though that i needed so time alone .



        * Written By GT , June 7, 2005  11:00 PM  *



    this event  really happened to me , it is so hard to



   cope with three losses of your family all at once but



it will take so time to heal from it emotionally :*( . How



would you recover from a family tragedy if u where in my

                                                    their

shoes with 3 dead cousins that were took way before time :*( .

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Death is what we all go
thru but , we all have
  to go thru it some points into our lives .
this tragedy has hit Me
and my Family really   very hard but we will
slowly recover from it .
rest in peace my cousins
yes it is sad it hurts .

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i will add you to my prayers....i know the pain of losing 2 at once....this piece hit home for me on so many levels it's frightening....it has been 13 months, 15 days,15 hours, 17 minutes since i last had my oldest and youngest child...this abandoning that you describe so perfectly has me wiping away tears...it's right on... i have tried calling a prayerline in the mornings(contact me for the #)...i walk a bit...write alot... post a little...i wrote a few pieces Flashback & how i feel(the Nothing i Know), and free advice(main page) on how i am coping and where i am...it's painful... but got keeps us through times like this as I am sure you know...I'd like to chat when you get a chance, if you wouldn't mind.....


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i am sorry for the loss of yours, i know no words can say how bad does it feel... they said, time is capable to heal it all... it could take a looong long time, but at the end, it will get healed though the scar will stay.. i wish u all the best.....
honestly...
M.


a Damaged crazy soul