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I know sometimes 

I show my emotions too much.

Say things I shouldn't say... 

Like my doubts and all.

I even apologize over stupid shit 

that I shouldn't feel the need to apologize for 

I'm sorry I'm like that. 

I'm sorry if I'm pushing you away.

I'm not trying too. 

I don't mean too.

But when I see the same signs

that I've seen more than once

with different people... 

I can't help but to feel you're losing interest. 

I see you online, 

knowing you've not bothered to talk to me

In hours or all morning for that matter... 

When it's gotten to where 

I'm the main one to initiate a conversation... 

When it seems you're treating me differently

than from how you was at the start... 

I can't help but to think or feel

that you don't really want me anymore.

I've seen these signs one too many times 

and they always ended the same... 

Me being left. 

So I'm sorry,  if I'm pushing you away.

I'm sorry.

I keep hoping that you're different.

I was slowly starting to think that maybe...

That maybe you would be the one 

to stick by me. The one to cure my anxiety.

Well at least help cure it. 

But I need you to show me that you want me. 

Like you did at the beginning.  

I'm not saying text me all day, 

but make more of an effort. 

Hell,  you don't even really send me good morning texts anymore or good night texts...

Not much anyways.  

Let me know how you feel. 

If I take the time to tag you to something, 

take time to respond to it. 

Take time to even show me off too.

What you don't know is... 

Is that it's the little things that 

mean the most to me.  

But I'm sorry if I seem insecure.

I'm sorry I have my doubts. 

I'm sorry if I don't have my hopes set up high, 

but there's a reason I'm like that. 

But you can be my reason 

to change my outlook. 

To feel better about us.  

I like you more than I can explain

and I try to make sure you don't doubt that. 

But I'm sorry if I'm pushing you away. 

I'm sorry if asking for your time and effort

is too much to ask from you. 

I'm sorry.