INSECURITY STEALS THE MOMENT**

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JOURNAL #35

insecurity

rises to her full ugly height

towering over

my every last vestige of logic

why can't I defeat low self esteem

I so want to be enough

just as I am

not deemed better

if thinner

this is the bruised

ego having a tantrum

I am sure

but it feels so painfully real

love always comes with conditions

even when others swear

otherwise

and I am left feeling

so decidedly less

in their eyes................

(Sept. 23, 2009 529am)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

a misunderstanding with the man who has captured my enchantment and made it his own.

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