Wasted Existence

Its closing in

Getting here, ready to arrive

Setting in , ready to thrive



What it is I cant say

If you don't know tough shit go away



I don't like myself sometimes

Sometimes I want to leave

But I have to be with myself

I have no choice, that's how it is



What can ya do, life sucks

Whining doesn't make it better

Its just fun to make others worse

If I feel this way , fuck you

Join me , feel my emotions



With every breathe I make

Move I make, thought I feel

It all just seems unreal

A mirage, so unthinkable

I am not free , im a prisoner of my emotions

They wont go away, never will they leave

Visiting me every waking moment

Every time I blink



Everyone seems to fear death,

Not me I welcome it,

Does that make me bad,

If it does o well, what can I say





With every breathe I make

Move I make, thought I feel

It all just seems unreal

A mirage, so unthinkable

I am not free , im a prisoner of my emotions

They wont go away, never will they leave

Visiting me every waking moment

Every time I blink





Somehow I seem to go on living

Suicide is not an option for me

Life sucks, sure it does

Suicide wont make matters better



It would just make me a selfish bitch

An asshole, even more useless than I am now

I will wait it out, no hurry

Death will come soon enough

Just try not to realize that everything is tough





With every breathe I make

Move I make, thought I feel

It all just seems unreal

A mirage, so unthinkable

I am not free , im a prisoner of my emotions

They wont go away, never will they leave

Visiting me every waking moment

Every time I blink






Author's Notes/Comments: 

another depression description..shit happens

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Your poems are more like songs.. are they songs?
They remind me a bit of nirvana.
I'd like to hear them as songs.