I'll Sit and Wait

Sometimes, I sit all by myself,

I look around to see who is watching me.

Too scared to move, sitting in my corner sweating my butt off, I have so much on my mind.  My heart is so troubled, Where can I turn?

I am scard to say the wrong things, So I guess I'll just sit and wait on God for my answers.



Sometimes, I sit in the middle of my bed with broken down tears flowing down my face.

My heart is beating so fast, it is like I am running a race.

I wonder if here on earth or up in heaven is my home.

I face these losing battles day by day, but I guess this is all part of the human race.



So I'll just sit in my lonely corner and wait on God.

Lord, I am not ready to die just yet

I have lived a hard life here on earth, now I have lost a losing battle.



Sometimes, I just question myself "Lord why am I the one" who have to always sit and wait...


Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is how I feel at times..

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Toretha Wright's picture

Hi Lisa,

I just go the op to read some of your work and write to you. When I realized you were from N.O., I worried that I had missed my op to tell you that I really enjoyed reading "I'll Sit and Wait". I can empathize with your feelings in this piece, although I hope you have gotten passed it.

If you are one of the unfortunate ones who was touched drastically by the hurricane, may God be with you and your children.

I pray that all is well and I'll get back to your site soon.

Be blessed and a blessing.

Toretha