Dear Love;

Dear Love;



There are too many things that i feel to tell you, at this spesific moment, though words away are running from me... i just wanna tell you that i miss you... i truly do miss you more than anything, i believe i've never missed anyone this much! i feel like you are so far away from me, and i know i love you and need you by my side... no, i'm not selfish, i just wonder ,.. would it happen? would i ever be happy?? i know without you in my world happiness cannot be defined,, but with you close to me world means much more than beauty, its something other than magic, i wish i could explain, i wish words would stop fooling me as i need them...

you ,, its too bad to have the feeling that someone has feelings for you, especially when destiny brings things together,, i mean, it hurts too bad when even destiny brings us together and makes us live the fear of losing, and being away of each other, and the beauty of how it feels when we are close, together,,, it hurts cause you dont really understand that, tomorrow might never come!

what if? what if tomorrow never came? would you regret it? i believe i'll die at the same instenet!

all i want you to know, is that i truly love the little things that you do, the way you look to me, the way you laugh, the way you make me smile, the way you change my mood, the way you kick my legs as i'm sitting, the way you wonder of what i think of, everything that you do.

i know it doesnt matter, but... well, i'd at least open up to someone,, or something...

it doesnt matter anymore, it just doesnt matter....






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29/6/2005

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Hey,
I love this write. So honest, and open. It's amazing how one canbe open and honest, make ones self vulnerable to complete strangers on the internet. Yet...when it comes to someone we love....these words are so hard to say, even though we love them more each day!
~Chelsea

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havnt you realised its much

havnt you realised its much easier to talk about feelings with strangers than with people you appreciate and love and keep in your life???

when you make yourself vulnerable for strangers at least you know they cant hurt you.. unlike people who surround you if they know your fears, your feelings, or even your problems... it is just much easier...

 


a Damaged crazy soul