Hate me for who I am

Clinging to a podium

Fingers in a death grip

Knuckles going white

Jack the Ripper in the front row

Pens tapping boredly

Too good for me



Until that one minute

I become famous

Emptying my stomach

Between magazine pages



Bending backwards

In several ways

Old watches light up

On a weightless wrist

Heavy coughing fits



Again Iā€™m there

Hands crinkling a report

Organs quivering

Beneath their stares

An expectant teacher

Props up his feet

Babble exits the lips

Followed by my lunch

Moments later


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Wow, this really capturews, the intesity of stage fright well, your wording is profound in it's simplicity, so clear, & directly to the point like a hammer to a nail!
It made me remember times of being forced to take the stage, & the difference, when I CHOSE to!
I really like your way with words, you're like me, a wear-your-heart-on-your-sleeve-girl-at-heart!
Thanks for sharing, keep writing, k? You have a powerful way of conveying your inner truths!
~Anastazia~