MY LIFE

After so much work it all ends like this?

It isnt fair after all the blood and sweat,

The one year that i actually try,

Just ends by me wanting to die.

For all the spent time and tired legs,

All i get in return is slow times and fractured legs.

All i wanted was to be was the best i could be.

But instead i get weeks apon weeks of endless pity.

Why couldnt i do better? Why did everything have to happen to me?

All i wanted was to prove myself To free myself from my doubts and my thoughts.

But all it really proved is how unlucky somepeople can be.

All i needed was to be healthy for one race.

So i could show my pace. But instead now i can't even show my  face.

So...it all ends like this...Four years of dedication...Wasted....

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I had so many things go wrong during my cross country season.

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Nicole Mcwhorter's picture

o man that would really suck buttt...sry u had such a bad year

Jillian Camtasia Carver's picture

I wanna die alot too... andits cause of my sport:dance... Im never good enough .. I never will be and sometimes i just wanna snap my leg in half so I don't have to do t anymore.. oh how badly I want to ... No one knows how badly...

Noelle S's picture

i love how it flows