why

Why is the pain of your words

Worst than the pain of the knife ?

Why do I cry every time I see you,

But not when I see the knife cutting deep into my skin?

Why do I still tell myself I love you when

It’s obvious you hate me?

Why do I still hold on to the thought of us being together

When you have made it very clear you have moved on?

Why do I text you

When I just know you’re going to tell me to kill myself

Maybe I should, maybe the whole world would be a better place

If I just took the gun and shot myself

Then you would be happy wouldn’t you

You would get what you wanted the whole time

The only girl that has truly ever loved you

Kill herself because you couldn’t love her

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joshie's picture

what the heck, he tell's you

what the heck, he tell's you to kill yourself, that's so mean.

alone's picture

ik joshie but he is a better

ik joshie but he is a better guy now

joshie's picture

ohh

ohh

alone's picture

yeah he has his bad moments

yeah he has his bad moments but most of the time hes ok

AlwaysAdieu's picture

This is sad, I really hope he

This is sad, I really hope he doesn't actually tell you to "kill yourself" and if he does, then you should probably move on. I'm sure there are plenty of eligble guys out there for you. ;)

alone's picture

yes this guy did tell me this

yes this guy did tell me this after we broke up he was mad at me and i still loved him and he told me to kill myself now we are back togther but things are not going good right now