Waiting To Crash

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April 2007

Eyes filled with pain

A heart like a car that is waiting to crash

The memories race through my mind

Insanity is all that I can find

No lights or colours

No tunnels of sound

Only the pain remains to be found

Is this really worth anything at all

In conflict the weak try to stall

Out of anger I punch the wall

Blame it on the weather or blame it on bad luck

But I am finding it hard to even give a fuck

Who is the lucky one here

The one living a life without fear

Time does not make things better

For the broken hearted time does not exist

To feel pain is something I obviously cant resist

I keep on repeating the same mistakes

as I once again slash my wrists

The blood pouring from them, it stops the pain from beating

Cant you feel that my soul is leaving

Bring back the madness with your screaming at me

Proving I can do nothing right

I slow down, try to stay calm, but always end up in a fight

Left with less than before

Breaking inside more and more

This life is worthing nothing

Something is not right

Maybe I should end it tonight

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Essence Breshante Scott's picture

I like this one

Let's just say I crashed so long ago...