Run From My Pain

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April 2007

My wounds, they run so deep

Yet you will never see

There is a secret that I keep

It will never come to life again

nor become a part of me



I will run far from my pain

Hope it just goes away

It is easier to just go

And hope the pain doesnt stay



I have played over and over again the pain inside my head

I have replayed all the words that have been said

I can still feel all the guilt and shame

I still cant understand why it was me you would always blame



I continue to run from the pain

Hoping it will just go away

I will disappear because it is easier to go

and hope the pain doesn’t stay



I put up my defenses, I put up my guard

The memories hit me so hard

You would think I would be safe alone in my room

But I am constantly consumed by my doom



So I will try to run away from my pain

Hoping that it all just goes away

It always seemed easier to just go

and hope that the pain doesn’t stay



I run.........forever

Just trying to get far from my pain

Never did I know the pain was so severe

Didn’t know it was attached to so much shame



I run far from my pain

Hope it goes away

It is easier to just go

and hope that the pain doesn’t stay




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If only I could run from the pain and everything else that has happened recently (don't ask), but it give you an understanding of as to why I am currently Shattered Eden

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