It All Ends Tonight

It has all gone to hell

and it all ends tonight

Locked in this shell

Nothing ever seems right

It is all everchanging

and all the good is gone

Life now is torture

and living just seems wrong

Wanting so much,

but the limits just keep growing

I am dying inside,

even though, on the outside, it might not be showing

Taken all I have

There is nothing left

Show me what it is like

To live when you just feel dead

Can you give me a reason,

A reason to stay

When every single thing I do

Seems to push everyone away

Sick of being hurt,

So tired of being used

I have tried to hold on,

but there is nothing inside but a heart that is bruised

It seems to me everything has gone bad

No, nothing is alright

There is no hope in crying alone, so sad

So, it all ends tonight

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Its over, and it ends tonight.

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Matthew Jaffe's picture

oh my word! this is great, full of passion. it deffinatly does what i would think its soposed to do which instils fear and worry in the reader.

i certainly hope you don't really kill yourself because you have alot of talent and it would be a shame to never read another one of your poems.