come home happy
not suspecting a thing
blind to what
this night would bring
in my room smiling
i heard you call my name
in i came quietly
im so sick of this game
when you're screaming
i dont hear a sound
i cant hear anything
over my spirit breaking down
so there i stood silent
i start to tremble and shake
with tear stained cheeks
and a blackened face
and although its not physical
you've killed me inside
if only they could see
your terrifying side
and still you scream
and still i cry
and still they look away
and still i die
dont care where i go,
gotta get away from here
bet you didnt know
you're my one true fear
face buried in pillows
i muffle my screams
trying so hard to escape my pain
i drift into dreams
these dreams consist
of black and red
red for my blood all over the floor
black for the thoughts inside my head
and now that im serious
and now that its real
now that you cant take it back
now with the devil, ive made a deal
he told me to come
with him to his lair
never once thought
that you would be there
but there you sit
amongst lost souls and flames
now i see why
you play these wicked games
so you call me a freak
to you ive got no feelings
but if you knew what i thought of you
your fucking mind would be reeling
you'll never understand me
tell me why i should stay
better yet give me a reason
to live another day
ive tried it before
it just wasnt my time
you think i wont do it?
just re-read this ryhme
my heart is full of anger
deception and pain
all i want is a sunny day
im fucking sick of this rain
you hate me, you love me
you love me? you lie.
if you loved me you'd care
that you've killed me inside
i go to my room
the place where i die
wishing someone would save me
soaking the pages as i cry
so go on, accuse me,
break me some more
and spit on the pieces
you've shattered on the floor
and so ends another nightmare
with eyes bloodshot and red
maybe someday you'll see that you're heartless
or maybe its all in my head
i guess i know now why your so scared of commitment your afraid someone will break down and harm you again but sweetness im here to stay no matter how much you push me away. im always here for you and no matter what ill be scared too. you always looked happy to every one else but knew that inside you were going to melt. i send this with all the compassion and love in my heart ill awyas be the one you feel has no mark.