My One True Fear

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Anger

come home happy

not suspecting a thing

blind to what

this night would bring

in my room smiling

i heard you call my name

in i came quietly

im so sick of this game

when you're screaming

i dont hear a sound

i cant hear anything

over my spirit breaking down

so there i stood silent

i start to tremble and shake

with tear stained cheeks

and a blackened face

and although its not physical

you've killed me inside

if only they could see

your terrifying side

and still you scream

and still i cry

and still they look away

and still i die

dont care where i go,

gotta get away from here

bet you didnt know

you're my one true fear

face buried in pillows

i muffle my screams

trying so hard to escape my pain

i drift into dreams

these dreams consist

of black and red

red for my blood all over the floor

black for the thoughts inside my head

and now that im serious

and now that its real

now that you cant take it back

now with the devil, ive made a deal

he told me to come

with him to his lair

never once thought

that you would be there

but there you sit

amongst lost souls and flames

now i see why

you play these wicked games

so you call me a freak

to you ive got no feelings

but if you knew what i thought of you

your fucking mind would be reeling

you'll never understand me

tell me why i should stay

better yet give me a reason

to live another day

ive tried it before

it just wasnt my time

you think i wont do it?

just re-read this ryhme

my heart is full of anger

deception and pain

all i want is a sunny day

im fucking sick of this rain

you hate me, you love me

you love me? you lie.

if you loved me you'd care

that you've killed me inside

i go to my room

the place where i die

wishing someone would save me

soaking the pages as i cry

so go on, accuse me,

break me some more

and spit on the pieces

you've shattered on the floor

and so ends another nightmare

with eyes bloodshot and red

maybe someday you'll see that you're heartless

or maybe its all in my head








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i guess i know now why your so scared of commitment your afraid someone will break down and harm you again but sweetness im here to stay no matter how much you push me away. im always here for you and no matter what ill be scared too. you always looked happy to every one else but knew that inside you were going to melt. i send this with all the compassion and love in my heart ill awyas be the one you feel has no mark.