insanium

Cage. There's rage

You’re trapped inside

And your mind surrenders

To thoughts that play

To thoughts that blind

To the boiling blood

Pulsating in you veins

To cracks in your eyes

Tired with endless nights

And they call me insane

They call me insane

And if it is to be mad to dance your emotions

And sing your words

To live with zeal 

And let dreams fly like birds

To cry if happy

And smile in sadness

To feel no pain

Touched by numbness

To be healed of wounds

And wounded by healings

Let the fury unfurl

O' thunder and lightning

Call me mad

Mind is a game

On a threshold, labelled insane

And there are screaming scratches

Hammering at walls and at the latches

Desperate to escape

Wailing for calmness to drape

Rising like a heartbeat

Falling like a heartbeat

Feelings are invincible

Through every edge of life

Scattered like dewdrops they tremble

Volatile

I pull myself in and hold my breath

Then burst and roll and bang the floor

Is it my tears or is it my sweat?

Where is the door? Where is the door?

When irregular beats is all you hear

And there's salt on your lips and tongue

When all's all right yet you clutch with fear

And try to remember where your sanity hung

When you lose the ability

To decipher your thoughts

And you lie awake in a dream

Or dream with open eyes

When you're stitching up your seams

But your senses die

When you realise

You started with short lines

And try to pour it all out in long rhymes

When you feel no pain greater

Than a paper cut, like slow poison

When you lose yourself in the now and later

Mind's a game, mind has won

When in the midst of decaying vision you find your clarity

I wouldn't mind, if they called this insanity



~eternitywhispers.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

'insanium' is the Latin translation of the word 'insanity'. I feel the latin version does more justice to the insensity i have tried to potray rather than the english version. Hope this captured your little yet grand minds and hearts. 

Yours truly,

Eternity Whispers.

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