Prayers Of My Pain

i don't want you to know how i feel about you
because it hurts me to admit i know you don't feel the same
i am insane
but you are too more than me maybe
and that hurts me
your just like me and i hate you to be
you invite demons in your house and go to church the next day
i thought you were more than this
i look up to you in every way
you were my inspiration my reason to finally correct myself
and your at the same time trying to correct yourself
you call yourself a demon but your such an angel
to me deary you are beautiful
but you disagree
i hate that you cant see what i see
i hate this!
i hate this!
i hate this!
i wish you could hear me
you worry me so much i fall to my knees with tears running down my face
and i pray as hard as i can
but knowing i cant, kills me
i will give up anything and everything i have for you
and now i know what you mean when you tell me your going to hell
but no God please don't let him send me there i can deal with it
don't kill me anymore
please....please
these are prayers of my pain
a log of depression
that hurts me so much it drove me insane
but i will grab your sanity and smack you with it
your not going to hell pull yourself together
we can do this together
when one falls we will help up each other
and i will wipe away your tears
no longer will we see demons in our eyes when we look in the vanity
come and take my hand, and hand in hand, we will walk out of insanity

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Morningglory's picture

Love the last line.

Love the last line.


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