The Sadness Within

There's a sadness in me

And I can't get it out

I keep searching

For the things I can't live without

But the searching is never ending

And the struggle trys my strength

When the day is over

I lie in bed awake

Dreaming of a time

When all my hurt is gone

And that I can go to bed at night

And not cry all night long

Sorrow I can handle

Broken dreams I cannot

When will someone sweep me away

To the dreams I have sought

Though I'll never know what I truly want

And make many mistakes every day

I will never lose my dreams

Or let them fade away

For I will persue my dreams

So I may live them someday.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm a dreamer...what more can I say?

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vipervenomnu's picture

I have felt like I’ve been missing something from the beginning as well. Unlike you I decided that I would not find it no matter how hard I looked. I had this dream and what was missing was in this dream, except I couldn’t see it really. It was just an outline, a shadow. I finally found it though. It just came to me one day out of the blue. Then that night I had the same dream and I could finally see what it was. I finally feel whole. I hope that you can find the things that occupy your dreams.