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The Things We'll Never Say

Heart ripped apart

And stabbed by glass

Blood spilled on the floor

Swept up by the past



Smell the stench of the

Pain

I've laid you to rest

And doled out the blame

Put you under arrest



I refuse to fold

I won't back down

You smashed life

Out of my body

Threw me to the ground

At your level

You laughed out loud



Once again

I was doped by love

You tried to mend it

With a stolen hug

I should have realized

Your intent

From our first

Tainted kiss



Left alone to handle the past

Lost amidst the lies you passed

By my radar

I was blinded by my heart

Forgotten by my one true

Love

I fell apart



Leave me here to lick my wounds

No more men allowed

To take advantage of my motherly womb



I'm still here

Alone I stay

Still trying to get you to say...



"I loved you once,

But I fucked it up.

I'm sorry,

You were my one true love.

I'm alone,

Lost here without you.

Come back to me

For I still wait

For the day

You will say...



'I forgive you.

I'm here to stay,

To give you my love

Each and every single day.'



Come here my love.

Rewind the past,

For I am here for you

At last."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem can be confusing as to who is speaking.  I'm sorry, that is the way my brain works.  Anything that isn't in the quotations is me, and in the apostrophe's is what he wants me to say.  In the quotations is the shadow of a man I had in the past.  This poem will never happen and these things will never be said.

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last updated 11 October 2010 - 7:59am
©11 March 2004 - 12:16am — dreamylady
18 March 2004 - 3:44am — vipervenomnu
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Just because he doesn't say it doesn't mean he doesn't think it. I wish that Wayne would not have hurt you so much. It's hard for me to understand the situation some times. I was right there the whole time and I heard it form both sides the whole time. I feel what others feel but I don't respond the same way. So while I may understand the feelings I can't understand the actions. Sometimes I try to and it just upsets you. I'm sorry for that. It upsets me that I loved both of you so much and there was nothing but fighting between you all the time. It upset me that I had to chose sides. It upsets me that Wayne lied to me but it upsets me more that he lied to you. I can forgive him for everything he's ever done to me but I can't forgive him for what he did to you. I would have give you up to him if he had made you happy. he did make you happy sometimes. I don't know if you relized it but everytime you started fighting with each other I was always trying to fix it because it upset me to see you in pain. I might never understand what you went through, I might never understand what Wayne went through, but that doesn't mean that i don't wish to understand, and it doesn't mean that I don't understand what I went through. This poem has a lot of feeling behind it. You use very ugly words in the beginning. Which help to understand the ugliness of what happened. You have amazing mind!