In My Mind I Think

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In my mind I think

I think There has to be another way

Another way to get rid of the pain

The pain that’s inside of me always

Me always thinking it will go away

Go away from my body

My body hates what I do to it

To it I try not to do

To do the things that hurt me most

Me most of the time wondering and praying

Wondering and praying to save myself

Save myself from the terror that is me

Is me what I see in the mirror

The mirror does not reflect my horrid face

Horrid face of mine why do you face me

Face me in my fears

My fears about the world around me

Around me everyone hates me in my mind

In my mind I think

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I dunno how this one came to me I guess its just my thoughts they are kinda rambling maybe it isnt poetry i dunno.

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definitely poetry!

I had to read this a second time, i was so caught off guard. Your powerful imagery invoked something old and deep inside of me. I have seen that face in the mirror, and it took a long time for me to realize that the face in the emirror is only a reflection of what the outside world had done to me, but when I looked deeper, I saw in myself the truth of what i was.... A spiritual being, lost in a world full of pain. Today I have found my way back out, into my own light, and when I look in the mirror, all I see is beautiful, wonderful me :) I hope one day, you will see the same. Thank you so much for sharing this... beautifully done. Blessings!!