current dreams

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choirgrrl

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vivid dreams

with color schemes

mostly primary, never pastel

no two are the same

the pretense may change

some so personal, never to tell

to come and to go

though i never may know

how often or in what amount

slight deviations

and open interpretations

of what each is truly about

vivid dreams

several themes

welcome visitors in the night

open eyes i see

a day to be free

no more with the illness to fight

Author's Notes/Comments:

When I do not dream, bad things happen for me. I have bi-polar disorder, and when I do not fully sleep, (that is, sleep so deep to dream) I get ill, bombarded by anxiety attacks so fierce it is dangerous for me to even drive. Lately, though, I find myself dreaming pretty consistantly, even though it doesn't feel like I'm sleeping all that well. They are always the most vivid, long, and difficult to interpret dreams, and yet they appear to be saving my sanity, so I welcome them with open arms.