Patient room 23 .

Like a trail of stardust,

I shine for those who look at me,

No Matter the tears I can cry, no matter the things I can scream or the rage that consumes me little by little.

In this ghost aspect of life which I have forgotten;

Hell in truth but a paradise in lies.

 

To be in love without remembering why,

To forget what havs made me unique.

Such sadness, without understanding the cause.

 

'My memories escape me .. there's almost nothing left ..

Slowly, I disappear. Belonging to the past of

a life that I lost the way of. '

 

Too many  lies to protect me from myself.

The days get longer, the nights get shorter ..

 

I have the same impression of having forgotten how to live.

So frustrating ..

 

I wake up in this room ..

just as foreign as the people in the pictures on the walls ...

I do not know what to think , my body leaves me little by little

Im not even able to control it as before.

My words are limited , I'm loosing them.

I have difficulty understanding what was said to me ..

I feel they do not speak the same language ..

 

'' I want to die .. he said ... the ... the ... hmm

guy who takes care of ... ... .. of people ..

people who are not good .. who ..

are sick .. We will be able soon! He said !!

When we are able to be able .. .. we want to die I want to die ..

I'm tired .. so tired .... ''

 

 


 Patient room 23 Died 2 weeks after thoses words..

her life ended peacefully, No more pain, no more tears, no more anger..

A smile at her lips, we knew she was ready..


In life.. Disease appear when we least expect it.. 

You must live every single moments, like if it was your last.

Cause everything could disapear tomorow.. 


 
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patient 23:

 

I like drama and this poem is very dramatic, even though death of a person is always unfortunate; we can console ourselves that the dying died well, lovingly, regretfull - but above all left us because they were tired and it was time to let go of life, Wonderfull dramatic ending, I could just picture it all,  also all the emotion this poem evoked and will never reveal. Great write blueflower.


 

 

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Wow thank you im happy to

Wow thank you im happy to know you had a connection with my writiing.

Thank you for the comment :) really appreciate ♡


 

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Grim Truth BlueFlower !!! May her soul rest in Peace

Disease appears when we least expect it.. 

You must live every single moment, like if it was your last.

'Cause everything could disappear tomorow.. 



©bishu 

 

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Glad if u like :p

Glad if u like :p


 

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At age 66 lots off those moments and no 2 r the same. Stella


 

 

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Tragic.. destructive

Tragic.. destructive disease..