Smile For Awhile

I wish I could be happy

For more then a minuet at random times

There are a few things that still make me happy

Like writing poems and making shitty rymes



"You should be happy"

"You think you have problems?"

"Stop complaining"

Yeah i've heard all of them



Sitting in my basement

All by myself

Listening to system

Knowing I need help



I wish I could scream

Get it all out

Yell like I mean it

Get up, scream and shout



Lend me a smile

You put one on first

Then I wont have a choice but to throw one on

And maybe I wont feel the worst

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Thanx for the help on naming this one Alex.

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ValentineBuchannan's picture

really good paul...its nice ...im sorry your not a super smiley person..you need to find one thing to concentrate on that makes you happy.. thats what i do...i wish i could help.. your a really nice person and you always have been ...you diserve to be happy and i relly am sorry that you arent...feel better!!


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Ruby's picture

I hav eno comment I wish to say.. by the way.. I don't ahve depression.. I have chronic depression bipolar disorder... happy Thanksgiving indeed.. stupid damn holidays...

Alexandra Reeves's picture

I helped you with this title?? o_O I don't even remember this being here. Lol, sees how much I pay attention.

Bowing until my legs get weak,
Alexandra

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