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I'm trying to forget

My feelings for you

You tell me everyday

That thats what you want me to do



So i'm gonna try

So we won't fight and have big debates

But there's no one besides you

That I would consider for a date



I can't date anyone in Taylor

I couldn't take the seperation

It would be too hard to make the person love me

It would be like a 50 first dates thing



And I don't wanna use anyone

to get over you

I'd feel like more a fag

I would be depressed and blue



I'll just forget about girls

For a long damn time

Not saying they won't be my friends

But they just won't be "mine"



So thats the last of it

I still feel like I did before

Like something is missing

Like I feel I need more








Author's Notes/Comments: 

Well i'm done with trying to get people to fall in love with me cuz it only worked once for a little while.  It was great the greatest part of my life so far though...

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©21 October 2004 - 12:56am — beautifulpain
20 December 2004 - 4:23am — Prescovie Anderson (not verified)
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lol that descibes me and my ex lol
but...
then again we are friends again....
my fault... lol
but anyways nice one

22 October 2004 - 2:09am — The guy who writes the poems (not verified)
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Jill go read my comment for "I knew it" and that will explain some stuff.

21 October 2004 - 7:26pm — Ruby (not verified)
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Paul... hon.. I do love you.. it just can't be like that for a while.. your my bestest buddyand I duno.. I dunno about dating ym best bud.. cause if we do againa dn break up again then well have to start all ove rna di don't wanna loose a good buddy such as you ...