Amidst a room full of my peers, I sit,
seemingly lost in a reverie of reminiscence,
visions of vicious days past scrolling in my consciousness--
what tragedies I've endured! And survived!
For what purpose, though? Why am I to be a chosen one?
Friends have become ghosts, either six feet under,
or damned to a living death as a spectre of their former selves,
drug-addled and hollowed out by chemicals of their choosing,
their sunken eyes devoid of any light they once held,
any purpose previously known now betrayed and slain.
Yet, I remain standing, one of only a few from all those years ago,
persevering along in this journey of recovery,
bearing the torches of those who've passed alongside my own.
I may not know my own purpose on any given day,
but I'll carry on in this journey for myself, for those deceased,
and those for whom I pray.
very poweful and moving
very poweful and moving piece. Great line about how friends have become ghosts.