have you ever realized how stupid you were in youth?
letting go of the loves who treated you so kind,
letting go to chase rainbows,
love that felt so unkind?
falling into the same sinking feelings over and over,
out of a belief others seemingly made you believe
about love being all wonderful?
"true love gets you flying high"
"true love never says goodbye.
"true love makes life seem wonderful"
"true love is that tingly feeling you get"
well meaning words,
those things are sometimes felt with true love,
but they are also felt when we have 'chemistry' with someone,
and 'chemistry' is not love, nor is love a 'feeling'
or something that get's your juices 'reeling'.
...but it can sometimes initiate these things,
and people get it twisted and right away want rings.
have you ever looked into someone's eyes,
years later, when you're so content and happy,
just with life itself and being you,
and see their own sadness and regrets about their lies?
it's a sobering moment in life to see these things,
and you realize everything takes it's time,
and everything has a good reason and rhyme.
sometimes it takes time to see things.
and sometimes it just takes seeing things,
but holding to the same ideal,
you most likely will never see them...or heal,
and if you hold on to the same,
it soon becomes a game,
and years later,
instead of regret in another's eyes,
they see the regret in yours,
which would you more despise?
2:57 PM 5/22/2013 ©
You’re my crescent, although the darkness, ever evading refuses to fall.
I am with you, although the moon remains observed, even in the vacant cloudless nightlight sky.
You are the flag of pride.
Rise higher with me.
Let us attain the most inspirational taste of life.
Symbols of bliss, blessings and beating drums filled with soothing sensations entrancing the feelings we have longed for today.
I am convinced, in the sculpture of your scripture, scripts of love dangle from your soft spoken self.
Absurdness, left in the wilderness.
See the top soil in our unity, sweetened with a coating of bravery.
My love have you seen the how we came to being?
Decode the words with a potent pleasure for in our gesture your posture is our mature tenderness and you’ll see. There lay a hidden message.
Art in my molecules and poetic blood pumping from my sufficient, as well as my functioning veins.
The origins of the heart, as I continue to paint words in the vastness taped into the greatness of imagination.
Find me, as oscillation, beyond the key to the soul reaches closer to the depths of a steady flow of constant reiterating freedom, as well the loudness that never deafens.
Graphics in your molecules and poetic blood bursting from your proficient, as well as the flow in you sustaining breathing tirelessly veins.
The origins of your heart, as you continue to paint literature in the vastness trapped into the greatness of imagination.
Salvaged, plucked, uprooted and uplifted.
Reality is in the palm of our hands.
Spoken, pinned, upright and up kept.
Read and consumed by you my star lit companion.
Speak, pleased, uphold and unending.
Reap the love, sown from a cotton cloud of heaven.
Sudden, pleasure, upfront and united ‘til instant infinity sustains us.
Reach to me and join the tour of exotic ecstasy.
Come, come and endure my ecstasy.
Love, love let me endure you exotic unmistakeable love.
Love, come let’s intoxicate ourselves in this profound mixture of insanity and sanity.
Let us proclaim what was never verbally claimed.
Let us go beyond convention and the day red wins the day. Valentines day.
She said no need for a flower.
Since the day you touched my heart.
You should learn, as you always have, to journey on. Further into my heart.
The complexity of true love has hidden bounty pleasures and treasures.
Waiting to be unfolded for what was never was intended to be folded.
She continued on and said.
Your touch has created an eden that burns with the spores for the future.
Let the widerness, as the passionate journey goes on, let you see the healing words that act as seeds you have planted begin to grow.
May your touch remain.
May your clouds in this eden filled with lightning of your joyful caress continue to strike. Where the ground begins to break and so that it may mend.
What a place...
A place meant for you.
I hope that in your eden. My love is what keeps allows the paradise growing.
May my touch remain.
I feel the brightness, in your sensation.
I feel the greatness, in your perception.
I feel no harm, in your aiding and soothing self.
I hold onto, the reception that never fails to keep me content.
I hold onto, the laughter you've never allowed to leave our side.
I hold onto, the gleam or shine that is your captivating delight, as i speak out and call you by your name.
Keep me, i am right by your side and fear me not ever for i have the gem that contains the promise. Remember me and care for me, as you always have, since the date when we first held.
Keep me, closer and far away from the sadest cold wake, as you are the only warmth.
A warmth piercing through all the blueness. I refuse to let the disease of separation rain.
Keep me, away from the silence that wants to close me away from you.
You put me at ease. Even, when my mood lacks any comfort at all.
In your victory.
I am covered in your arms, as all the vagueness that once surrendered me, lifted.
Your prevailing tidal love that knows no end. Kept me from drowning with a burst of life and an undying love.
Yet, in the moment, before i let go.
Let go of everything. Whether, known to me or not.
You enveloped me with a perfume of beauty, beautiful. Stained forever to your heart.
All that surrounds me now is your daze and the dazzle of your heart sprinkles.
A never ending zest afforded to me alone.
Without being torn.
You broke the chain of confusion. Erased and split con from it's union with fusion.
Now, as you stare at me. There is a melody to add to our controlled addiction to our binding love.
So, we begin to whistle, " There you are. hold onto me. "
You are the daughter of love.
You are the princess of beauty.
You are shaped in the form of purity.
Pure, even in your flaws.
You've loved me.
It's written in your certain destiny.
Your heart is an element of light and that should not be forgotten.
Your heart is, but an outcome that spectors an amazing sparkle.
You are, as you are, and modelled into the perfect form this beholder cannot bare without.
As, i observe your very glitter that leaves no dispare.
You deserve to be called a dream come true.
Just believe in me, as i have said the chamber of my heart warrants your heart.
For you have elected to remain.
You are the focal point of my life and the light that is indeed clear.
She said if I am an equal sign. She must be the answer.
She said I may burst into abbreviations of emotions, as long as I remain the equation without an end.
She said she sang a song never ever to be sung again.
She said you are the echo behind the echo of my voice.
So I have returned and with my love unto thee I have repeatedly said unto thee.
My heart is humming away.
So I have returned and with my heart I’ve so many collaborations prepared for you and me.
My heart is filled with pure thoughts, never to be left without being cherished by you.
So I have returned and with intentions never to harm you my love.
My heart wants to shelter you and with you in my arms to lift far from all burdens.
I am here to have you witness the presence of my essence.
She said lets journey to a place where we may bind to another with happiness away from pain.
She said in our engagement we may drink for the fountain of life for an ever after.
She said she could not bear any longer for her long lost passion of a kiss had return for my lips.
She said in her new memories the memories of the pain have been erased.
So I have returned with nectar of gold for a kiss to cement what was thought to be unobtainable.
My heart is yours come and thrive before arms.
So I have returned no longer a thought in your mind.
My heart is before you in reality.
So I have returned so you may find the harvest of the greatest love.
My heart is a paradise without a painful plain.
Yet here you are covered in a spectacular inspiration.