sadness

Hugs Give Love

Folder: 
Miracles

Hugs Are Soft
Hugs Are Gentle
Hugs Make You Feel Cared For
The Softness And Gentlessness
Of Giving A Long Tight
Or A Short And Firm Hug
Makes You Feel At Home


Hugs Make You Feel Wanted
It Invites a Sense
Of Warmth Into Your Heart
And It Creates A Sense Of Caring
A Sense Of Compassion
A Sense Of Love
It Soothes Your Soul
It Calms Your Mind
Love Is Patient
And Love Is Kind


Asking Nothing More Than
Love And Caring Words
In A Simple Action
Says More Than I Love You
Feels More Than I Care About You
And Most Importantly
You Feel Loved
You Feel Cared For


Because Everyone Deserves Love
Everyone Deserves Someone
Who Loves Them Unconditionally
Everyone Deserves Someone
Who Cares About Them Whole

Parade of Despair

Through the wet and rainy streets,
Cloaked in the liar's contacts. and bloody sheets
You know not of where you go,
But the blood you walk over and sew.

In this time, you believe you are okay,
Okay with murder that goes throughout the day
Through the homeless cries and terror
It's not your life or your own error

What's another's heart to hold in your hand mean?
If it doesn't give you the satisfaction and the attention of a queen?
Maybe somewhere, within your sickest dreams
Perhaps piercing the thickness, you can hear humanity screams
and in some part of your mind you care,
Or fail again, laughing maniacally as the blood drips in cold despair

Somehow, their commotion to you is entertaining
The bickering and troubles all the more sustaining
and yet somewhere, deep down, you realize it's not right.
But the sickness blinds you again, back again in the fright

Morality is like your brother, inside your mind, telling you it's wrong
But your voice cries out more louder, constantly crying, "But do I belong?"
and the shadow creeps in control of your hands and strikes again,
Like an old friend you've parted with that was poison, comes back attempting to explain

They say you are fine and you will be okay.
Like you say, except you are actually mentally astray
As the hand of sickness inside your mind plans out the next move
In reality you are empty, she says you have nothing to prove

The disgusting woman that is called society
Bringing forth what you tell others is anxiety
She holds you tight, like a incoherent mother
Whispering to you as she smothers you "There is no other"

Somehow throughout all that you have, depression calls,
Your father, comes to tell you "Despite the beautiful colors, you live within empty walls"
You cry for them to stop speaking
But they stop for none, they continue their horrid shrieking

As you fall to the ground, you try to escape by sleeping,
But it's only for a few hours, and time is weeping
You try to deny the things that you have mean and done
You salute to the cracked, and broken blurred skies of failure, and with it a black sun
Forever bringing a slanted shadow, that was once you, pleading "Bring me back, this wasn't really fun"

You yearn for something deep down, but without purpose for some reason
and your faces change again and again, like the months and the season
You know not anymore of what the world means to you
Forever alone you will be, cursed, trapped in your built igloo.

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Darkness Settles

Darkness settles in the

hollow ,

mountain

 

I climb for you ,

the steps to the top are few,

but time and distance have

had their way with you .

 

In this infinite and perfect moment ,

like a sigh within a whisper

your to be liberated forever

by your imagined angels wings.

 

Did you still believe

unquestionably,

obediently

that the beautiful

illusion would

untether you from this world ?

 

Death leaves one life

so hard

and defined by loss .

Left to stay or run,

home is subjective

or none .

 

Still stubbornly disregarding

the illusion of imposed

structure .

The lies are

inflated ,

manufactured

political and

mechanical .

Promises , soon

punctured by veracity.

 

Clutching closely to the chaos

Fermenting and intoxicating.

Inside of me

the memories

from which I am made to suffer

the punishment of life's pleasure

in pain .

 

So near and comforting

the darkness within ,

The mountain ,

just as hollow ,

but you always knew

you would never see

me climb

its finally your time

The steps to the top are few

they are for you .

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*Can It Be*

May-10-2009 
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins

Can it be 
That god finally sent me 
Someone to help me pass my fears 
An angel to help me see 
That I can finally set my past free 
And Finally let go of these tears

Can it be That I am meant to actually be happy 
And not cry sadness every night 
Before I rest my eyes to dream 
Or I don't have to worry about how to fight 
Off the bad dreams that may creep 
On every corner of my mind 
That i might be able to have a better sight 
Of that perfect soul that I am able to find

Can it be 
That luck has finally found a seat next to mine 
For I am beginning to feel a real heartbeat once more 
Because of you I no longer have a pain 
And living is starting to no longer be a chore 
My skies are brighter and sunny there's no more rain 
I thank you deep down within my soul 
For there is a place within me for you to hold 
To keep safe and to protect 
And to take care of for forever 
And to you I promise you this 
Your soul I will keep from harm 
And every night to you a kiss 
Because our soul is as one 
Our love will soon begin to create a wonder bliss 
When we are together Hun 
Not one minute I want to miss

Can it be That god finally understands that Ive been through enough 
Are you the angel I am meant to be with till I die 
The one who is meant to carry me through the light in the sky 
Are you the one who'll make me once again strong 
Can you protect me from the tears I may cry 
Or not run away when things go wrong 
Can you honestly promise you will never say good-bye 
Can it really be true and not a dream 
I feel it in my body in my soul my sweetheart God brought us together 
Because even he sees we actually belong 
Always and forever 
And a day 
Even after we are in the next life we start 
Baby every night I pray 
That even then you'll still have my heart....

Trish Barrek Hopkins

COPYRIGHT*

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Tears Drop At Fall

Folder: 
People

There's Things We Want
And There's Things We Need
I Don't Know Why
I Don't Know
How Many Tears
You've Got To Cry


But Why Am I So Discouraged
Why Am I So Sad
These Tears Have Flooded
The Entire Side Walk
I Am Heavily Breathing


Why Do I Feel So Heartbroken
As The Lakes Ripple
In And Out Of My Heart Beat
As The Teardrops Fall
My Hands Are Shaking
My Eyes Are Watery


Why Am I Feeling The Way
That I'm Feeling Right Now
Lost On A Road Of Solitude
I Feel Emptied Up And Used
I Am Broken And Abused


The Storm Is Raging On
And I'm Pressing Against The Wind
Why Is The Pain
Straining All Of My Energy
And As I Muster The Leftover Energy
That Keeps Me Moving On


Maybe Someday We Will Rise Above

And When That Day Comes
I Will Be Bursting Out In Tears

My Heart Will Be Glad
That The Storm Is Over
The Sun Will Shine Again
The Rainbow Will Glitter
All Across The Sky
And I Will Feel Your Love
Reign All Over My Body
My Heart Will Feel At Peace


Only Then Will I Have Known
You Have Provided
Your Have Not Forsaken Me
You Have Not Left Me
Because I Knew You Were There
With Me The Whole Time

 

 

 

Radical Light

Folder: 
People

When I See Your Eyes
I Feel At Peace
And When I'm Sitting Next To You
I'm Molded In Serenity


And When I'm Laying
Right Next To You
It's Like Laying On Flowers
A Very Soft Cushion


You Surround Me In Light
You Surround Me In Victory
Many Come To Judge You
But With Your Mercy
No Amount Of Hate
Can Overcome Your Love


Day And Night
When I Groan All Day
And The Heat Suppresses
My Strength Is Evaporated
Faster Than Water In A Desert


But Here You Come
Right Next To Me
All Of My Troubles Are Gone
All Of This Pain Subsides
And I Feel At Ease


You Protect Me
From All Of The Trouble
That Comes Hunting Me Down
You Heal Me
Of All The Pain
That Comes And Goes
To Leaves Bruises And Marks


For You Are
My Place Of Hiding
You Are My Sunshine
That Provides Me Victory


Many Sorrows
Come Knocking
From The Past
But Your Love
Lasts An Eternity

If You Need Love

Folder: 
People

If You Need To Feel Loved
If You Need A Hug
I'm Here For You
Because I Care About You
And If You Fall Down
I'll Be There To Lift You Up
I'll Be That One
Who Will Prevent You
From Falling
To The Same Problems Twice
Because I'll Be That One
Who Wipes Yours Tears Away
Before The Flood Comes Pouring In
Before The Tsunami Comes Crashing In
And All I Need From You
Is For You To Trust Me
That I'll Be There For You
Because If I Make A Promise
I Intended To Keep It


I See The Scars You Try To Hide
And I See The Blood
That's Leaking Out
And I Want You To Know
That I Don't Care What Caused It
I Want To Be The One
Who Stops The Bleeding
The One Who Heals
That Fragile Broken Heart
Beating Inside
And Bent Out Of Shape
I Don't Care What Shape Its In
Because I'll Love Your Heart
In Whatever Way I Need To


If You Need Me To Hold You
I'm Right Here To Hold You
And If You Need
Warm Hugs And Kisses
I'm Willing To Give You
Warm Caring Hugs And Kisses
When Ever You Need Them
Where Ever You Feel Lost
I'll Be There
To Let You Know
You're Not Alone
And That You're Right
Where You Need To Be


Because All I Want
For You To Know
Is That I'll Be There For You
I'll Be That One Person You Need
That One Person Who Makes You
Look Forward To This Upcoming Day
And See That Beating Heart
Is Making A Smile Outwards


I'll Be That One
When You Have No One Else
I'll Be The Guy
When All Other Guys
Make You Cry
All The Others
Make You Tear Up
I'll Be The One
Who Makes You Cry
Out Of Happiness
The Ones Who Makes You Smile
The One Who Brightens Your Heart
And Makes All Of The Pain
Feel Lessened Out And Of No More


All I Desire
Is For You To Be Happy
And If I Have To Break
For You To Be Happy
I'm Willing To Give It All
I'm Willing
For You
Just To Smile
I Don't Want
To See You Crying
And I Don't Want You Hurting
So I'm Giving You My Hugs
My Heart
And My Unconditional Love
So You Never Have To Feel Alone
You Never Need To Feel Uncared For
Because I Am With You
I Am Right Here For You
I'm Here To Heal You

Broken Heart Revealing

 If Only I Had Trusted You
If Only I Had Called To You First
Would This Have Happened To Me
Would This Have Changed Anything
Or Would I Still Be Looking At This Chapter


Tell Me Where You Want Me
Tell Me Where Should I Go
Because If We Only
We Could Get Rid
Of All This Pain Inside
If Only We Could
Let Go Of The Past
And Could Just
Face The Truth In Ourselves
If We Only
We Could Get Over
The Tears We've Cried
Maybe We Could Move On
And Turn Over The Stone


Pretending I'm Stronger
Than Who I Really Am
But Who Am I To Blame
Who Am I Tricking
To Thinking I'm Someone
Who I'm Really Not
And I Remember
What I Told Myself
Be Yourself
Because You Don't
Need To Pretend Anymore
You Don't Need
To Pretend At All


I Threw All
Of My Past Away
And I've Forgotten That
Kept My Heart Beating
I've Forgotten The Pain
I've Triumphed Over
I'm Feeling So Far Away
Because Everything I've Faced
Everything I've Experienced
Why Do I Make Myself Forget The Past
When I Know There's Lessons
I've Learned
And Pain I've Fought


I Can't Take It Anymore
Please Don't Forget My Dear
I've Told You To Not Forget
What I've Have Learned
I've Said I Won't Forget
What I've Have Experienced
I've Made Clear
That I Won't Leave It Behind
I Won't Leave My Heart
Beating Broken In The Dust
Because You Need To Feel It Broken
In Order For You
To Feel It Wholesome And Alive
Beating Well And Kicking It Real

 

 

Reclaimed Hope

The Fear Now
Is That I'm Letting Go
The Fear Now
Is That I Don't Know
What I Am I
Running Away From
Seems Like I See
What I Don't Want To See

 

It Feels Like
I'm Not Striving
For What I Want To Be
Why Can't I Be
All That I Want To Believe
What I'm Striving For
And What I'm Fighting For
I Don't Think It's The Same
But Can I Believe Otherwise

 

I See The Fire That Resides Inside
But I'm Growing Slowly
And I'm Losing Faith Slowly
Will It Rush Faster
And Will It Quicken Later
Because I'm Slowly Losing My Patience
I Know I've Said I Wouldn't Let Go
I Know I've Said I Wouldn't Give In
But Hope Is Slipping Away
And I'm Sluggish To React Back

 

I'm Slow To React
And I'm Begging You
Please Hold Me Now
If Only We Could See
The Things We Hold In
If Only We Could Get Over
Our Own Sorrows
If We Only Could
Triumph Our Past
To All I've Ever Known
If We Could See
Beyond Our Own Eyes

 

But I'm Resistant To Give Up
This Night Has Just Begun
And I'm Glad
To Say That This
Is The Moment
That We Come Alive
Because Less Than A Second
We Were Made In His Image
We Were Born To Become Great

 

So Thats Why
I'm Going To Tell You
When The Hard Times Come
There's A Reason
And When You Can't See That Reason
Then You Know
You Need To Be Growing
And When You Still Dont Understand
You Know There's A Plan
A Plan You Can't See
A Plan You Couldn't
Have Made Up By Your Own
To Trust In The Lord
And Have Patience With Him
Because Your Time Isn't Up Yet
Your Chess Piece Hasn't Been Moved Yet
So Trust In Him
And Have Patience
Because It's Not Over Yet