selfish anger

what am I doing

What am I doing here 

You dont listen to me 

But here 

I wait for you to see me

 

I wait for you to hear me

I wait for you to notice me

I wait for you 

 

What am I doing here

 

You love the sound of your own voice

You love to be praised 

 

But you shut me out

You put me down

But I love you 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

My love for him can only take so much 

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Dangerous Blizzard

 

...

wiping clouded window panes

to get a glimpse

of your back turned,

pounding down the walkway,

wanting you to turn around

and just once, see me.

~

the warmth of the fireplace

not near enough,

an aroma

of two frozen hearts, 

their juice drizzled upon fine china

with years of tears from a glacier of frustration.

~

I meant to 

let you know how lost you were 

in the fury of this blizzard

our melted souls,

racing fervently upon black ice

In bedroom slippers.

~

and now

you're on your way 

to break both of our necks,

the salt stains on wet cement

gripping angry footsteps

that do not know their own strength.

...