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Heartache Let Go Long Ago

Lingering memories 

Let me go.

i gave up long ago.

you had your grip,

you had your way

Now its time to go away. 

Weakened hearts cant abide

your gripping heartache

So go and find another love

to ride.

You took me to my knees over

and over again.

A love so strong ~ a marriage gone so wrong.

.... 10 long years to grieve,

I have something now that took all that time

to believe.

What's within me now

is stronger than 

i ever knew.

Some take longer just to know,

the love inside me 

will help me go..

.Go away from decades of

those who love to harm. 

I built this in ru

in, but the spirit stayed alive...

My own small family...my daughter and my sonson.

Giving back the love i gave so.long ago.

I see it now. My circle i thought was never

coming round

is meeting in the middle

The love inside me

will help me stand my ground

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I wonder through life just waiting for my chance to finally be free of my prison who I worn these chains;

Life crushed my spirit and sucked all my blood and injected contempt in my viens.


I just want to settle down with a woman who values me and will never leave my side no matter what events unfold;

But just fear i'll be a very ancient old man before I have my children to hold.


Getting to the point when no matter what I do, things never ever will work out dispite my best fight;

I am putting up the white flag and hoping i die quickly so my soul can finally be free and take flight.


Being someone who only needs another to keep them on track is someone few can handle the task;

But if the challange is accepted and the task is fufilled, that one soul is going to be in heaven to bask.


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Can you hear that?

That's my heart breaking...

Can you feel that?

Thats my heart aching...


The pain is suffocating me,

My whole being is becoming numb.

Tears are stinging my eyes

As you leave only saying goodbye.


This feeling inside my chest,

It leaves me feeling empty inside.

There is nothing to feel the void,

I've been used, broken, and avoided.


Am I really nothing to you?

Am I just a pawn in your game?

Was all you told me just a lie?

Unlike you the tears are real.


I loved you when they told me not to,

I cared when no one else did.

I gave up everything for you,

And you disposed of me like I was just a tool.


Now I'm the one hurt,

I'm the one shedding tears.

This was one of my fears,

Now I must forget those lost years....


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm writing about how I feel about this guy I loved and how I feel right now. It starts like a poem and at the end sorta a rant but again I put my feelings into this. Enjoy~