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A Dark Secret

mental illness

As an extrovert, im very open

But there is something i hide

And only tell people who deserve it

And earned my trust

Who i know wont judge me

I can't even tell my mom

She judges me all the time

Well... i struggle with my weight

Its a weird eating disirder

Not Bulimia, nor Anorexia

It's a mix of them both

The name, it's long

EDNOS for short

Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified

It started when i was a teen

When i partied alot

Struggled to fit in

And started using weed and drugs

And drinking on top of it all

I would eat so much i threw up

Or i wouldn't eat

Because i was scared

Scared i would throw up

There was never an in between

I always believed in Go Big

Or go the hell home

I flucuated with my weight

Used to be athletic, fit

Or i was obese or "overweight"

To this day i struggle to love

To Love myself, my curves

And everything about myself

All i wanted wa sto fit in

It was either go out and party

Meet people and have a blast

Or be alone, a hermit

staying away from an influence

My past is my past

Im still struggling

Fighting urges, fighting my mind

But I'm slowly learning to Love

Love myself

And everything about me

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this was a poem about my personal struggle with EDNOS. i wanted to bring EDNOS to light because its an unusual eating disorder and not commonly diagnosed. it can heppen to anyone. Mine just happened to be due to doing way too much partying because i was trying to fit in with the crowd instead of finding who i am and be the person i wanted to be. Very personal poem to me and i hope it can be an inspiration to those struggling and see that you can recover and slowly learn to love yourself and everything about yourself


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Let your words 

Inspired others people 



They can be to inspired others 

Or to hurt others it is up to you 

that is your decisions to make 


It can be to a poem you write 

I love to inspired others 

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Every poet are unique and 
Because all poet don't write 
All poet don't write the 
Some poems some get 
Inspired or just sitting 
Looking at the wall and 
Have a poem pop in they
Head but all poet write 
Poems that come from 
Their heart and not shy 
It tell world what on their 
Minds I enjoy writing poetry 
Because I can put what is on
My mind in to poetry
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Best Positive & Life Inspirational Quotes

Yes I know it, everybody (including myself) want to get inspiration in life, therefor I am going to with you these beautiful positive & life inspirational quotes. Get inspiration and give too. So i requested you this is not only for you, this for everybody who need motivation and inspiration.

“Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it.”

“There is no royal road to anything. One thing at a time, all things in succession. That which grows fast, withers as rapidly. That which grows slowly, endures.”

“Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact.”

“When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left and could say, I used everything you gave me.”

“The quickest way to double your money is to fold it over and put it back in your pocket.”

“Even if you’re on the right track, you’ll get run over if you just sit there.”

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