Not Okay

Trapped inside a broken emotion,

Trying to keep my body in motion,

I want to take that deadly pill,

My body I must kill,

Torn between your horrible lie,

It makes me want to die,

Does it look like I want to see the next day,

I'm not okay.



My body doesn't seem to want to sleep,

All my eyes want to do is weep,

I want to bleed away instead,

No signs of where my body tread,

Fuck it all and give me the knife,

The perfect time to end my life,

Does it look like I want to see the next day,

I'm not okay.



It's not possible to get any more bad,

Never have I ever felt so sad,

I need a nice drink,

Drink 25 shots in a blink,

Cold poisons rushing down my throat,

Drownding from fainting cold on that fancy boat,

Does it look like I want to see the next day,

I'm not okay.



My feelings are untrue,

It's all because of you,

Smoke my life away,

This is my last day,

I will lay down to a truthful sleep,

Not a tear more to weep,

Does it look like I want to see the next day,

I'm not okay.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i dont wanna talk bout it...dont ask bout it...

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