A Prayer For Death

God forgive me for what I am about to do,

I did it so I could be with you.

This world isn't working for me,

So please send me some wings and set me free.

Send me to Hell if you wish,

Anything has to be better than this.

My life is full of misery and pain,

Please don't deny me the blade to the vein.

But if in Heaven I am banned,

I completely understand.

Don't blame yourself,

I hate myself.

But if Heaven you wish me not to be,

I know Hell is the place for me.

I no longer wish to love,

I don't deserve to be up above.

My heart has turned to hate,

And this will be the cause of my fate.

So send me to Heaven or damn me to Hell,

Neither choice will I rebel.

A haunting figure I wish not to be,

On this so-called Land of the Free.

I'm tired of living this one big lie,

So please just let me die.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

im not in the best 'i wanna b alive' mood rite now...

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Peace The Poet's picture

Peace be with you and reside in you. I know your pain and understand your mind, but depression is a sickness a disease and we need to stay strong and fight. Life is worth living and we are seldom ever completly alone. Never give anyone or anything the satisfaction of defeating you.
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