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twists and turns
the life i live is filled with twists and turns
the pain of emotion has entered and burns
As i sit here thinking about the wrongs i have done
the thought comes across that i am the only one
I am alone with my thoughts and filled with hate
I still wonder if i will find that life mate
that will keep me happy and make me strong
when times are tough and things go wrong
Everyone is happy together it makes me sick
the pain still stays is this some kind of trick?
I try so hard to make it work day in day out
my mind is plauged with thoughts of doubt
my judgment clouded with all kinds of pain
thoughts of my life going down the drain
if only there was a way to get out of this hole
a way to climb out a way to get back in control
Then as fast as a blink a thuoght came into my head
how many people would be affected if i was dead
my brothers, sisters parents and friends
a change in thought i must make amends
It is the love of my family that will keep me stong
it is only now do i realize that i do belong
I am not alone in this world everybody cares
there love is there and nothing compares
