Why me, again

Why do these things always happen to me?

That's the question i need answered.

I walk out the door and i say to myself " Now remember...don't let him get too close, you'll just end up gettin hurt"

Is there a reason why i can't just listen to myself??

I opened my heart to you.. and what do you do?

Once you get what you wanted...of course...we're though.

It hurts so bad to know you won the battle i had against myself... i just hope next time it will be different.

I wish i could say "oh yea, well your gonna miss me"

But i know that's not what i truely feel inside... i think to myself...god i'm gonna miss you and i still love you...

Why me, again?

Is my heart just crying out to be torn apart?

My eyes begin to once again fill with tears as u fake sympathy..

But just let me be so i can cry away the pain while u keep hurting me

And don't worry about me fighting back...

I'll take it... because i love you.

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Catherine's picture

hey alia...im really sorry. this poem is really good. i know how u feel too and i know it hurts. if u need to talk im here for u, u know that. i love u! call me if u need to talk