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I laid awake in my bed.

Tears slowly falling down my face.

All I could think about was you.



The pain didn't subside in my stomach.

All I could was hold myself.

Waiting for you to call me.



I checked the phone every five minutes.

Just to check to see if I missed your call.

I tried to call you, but there was no answer.



I cried harder because of that.

I wanted you to be with me.

I wanted you to just hold me.



My mind went blank and my heart fell into my stomach.

I began to worry about your well being.

Thinking I was being selfish and only thinking about myself.



I was making up excuses why you hadn't called me.

Thinking oh you are busy and just didnt have time.

I knew the truth tho, for sure you were in bed.



I tried to relax and no think about you.

I was cold and lonely and I wanted you here.

Every time I tossed and turned, I wished you were laying there.



Then finally I fell asleep without you there.

I dreamed about you holding me so tightly like old times.

Mom I wanted you here with me, but you were sleeping.



I stopped crying after that.

I slept for hours on end.

Hoping and praying that you would hear my tears.



Then finally I heard your voice on the phone.

But it was only in my dreams.

I fell back to sleep slowly.



Goodnight mom.

I will always love you.

About as big as the world.



But still I wanted you to hold me.

I wanted you Mom.

I wanted you.



~*~Kesha~*~