I'm Through

I've locked my heart before.

Then you came into my life and unlocked my door.

I was convinced that I never wanted to have feelings again.

But you turned out to be an amazing friend.

As we hung out even more and got close.

Out of all the guys I knew, I wanted you the most.

I can't understand where I went wrong.

But now my nights are bleek and my days are long.

Maybe it was when we slept side by side together.

Maybe it was the thought that love could possibly last forever.

Who knows why I felt that way about you.

But I only have one response to it all and that's I'M THROUGH.

I'm through with all the texting and calling.

I'm through with all the built of feelings but yet continuously falling.

I'm done trying to impress you to end up as your girlfriend.

You know why, because I'm the one ends up hurt in the end.

Tears fell down my face.

Most of the time I'm hurting is because the memory of you, I can't erase.

I wish I could just make you see the way i feel inside.

Because right now, you are only seeing me through your own eyes.

I can't express to you how I feel.

It's hard for me to open up a part of me that has been sealed.

But since I know where we stand, according to you.

I'm done wasting my time, I hope you hear me, I'm through.

 

Written By: Twylla Medina

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