Terror

I asked you to define,
what in this world is mine.
You could not draw the line,
for it was to fine.

The monsters that I see,
they will not let me be.
That is my reality,
oh why cannot you see?

These morbid lies I live,
the truths to small to seive.
At least I know to give,
away my choice to relive.

I do not wish to stray,
from my life of vast decay.
For I know not to delay,
the monsters wish today.

Wether I want to heal,
is not part of this deal.
For I feel that it would steal,
the life of one who's real.

I wish to run and leave,
this life that they concieve.
Oh please, oh please believe,
the pain in which I greave.

For I know I am not lying,
each night I'm left just crying.
I waste away I'm dying,
tis not death that I'm defying.

Oh how I wish this pain to end,
for I fear it cannot mend.
Oh please, my dearest friend,
allow me to descend...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

How I came up with this was when I was in A very Dark place.

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hmmmm....

yeah what poppy said... *winx*

confessions in whatever it is ur dealing with can help bring piece of mind honey.
and in these words of confronting and questioning uv takin the right step towards healing
stay strong in all you do and things will get better!


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